/Did he just,
(oh hell yeah he did)

Hah, ok went j8 with Sean today.
Bought the Bedtime Stories tickets first.
Then we went down to NTUC cause Sean wanted to buy chips -.-
Then I told him to buy the popcorn and drink first.
So yeah, bought the combo of the week, 1 popcorn, 1 drink.
Watched Bedtime stories.
Hahahh, it was so frickkin funny.
Bugsy is damn cute :)






So yeahh, then after movies, we still had 1/4 of the drink & popcorn left.
& I didn't feel like eating anymore.
So I watched sean eat his XXL chicken thingy.
Which actually, I thought was so not worth it..
Then threw away the popcorn and Sean took the Ruffles home.

Hmm he went home first to get ready for his trainingg,
While I went to the library to return books & uh, borrow new books?
Then took 88 and then walked to dance class.

Reached at like 3.45pm.
So yeah, I had 45min before teacher was gonna come.
So I just sat there and read my book...
Idk why, but i felt like the last time i went for dance class was a long time ago.
So yeah, after dance class, took bus home.
Then, while waiting, there was this whole bunch of caucasians.
At first I ignored them, kinda like irritated...
But then my bus came.
I went up.
Then I turned back to look at one of them and he smiled and winked at me.
& I was like, hmm okayy?

So yeah, went home, had only 15min left for dinner.
So I skipped it and went for tuition.
Pretty much about it.
Hahaha, jt's family came over just now.
They wanted to watch the recorded Little Nyonya.
Cause the were out watching movie, so they missed it.
But end up, we realised my grandfather didn't set the tv to the right channel
So they didn't get it on recorder.

So yep, sleepover at jt's tomorrow night till newyears :)
We're soooo gonna camwhore like it's our last day on earth.
Ok, that's technically true since I'm gonna die next year.
So yeahhh, I'm gonna play my ass off on the last day of holidayyy.

Oh well, and MAYBE tennis with some people tomorrow.
MAYBE. I haven't made up my mind ._.
I think my mom won't allow anyway.
Ahh, as much as I wish to go, I don't think I should.
Okayy shit, my mood is starting to be like shit.
Sorry bout me and my mood swings.
Bye.

"Sometimes I wish I'd rather not have a brain
& I can stop thinking so much."

rae.

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/I closed my eyes, hoping to forget
(the nightmare that was created)

Bayerr.

Ok, I have no idea what that is, but yeah.
So anywayy, I'm going out with Sean tomorroww.
We're watching Bedtime Stories at Goldenvillage at j8.
Too bad jt can't go tomorrow.
She's going out with her family & watching Twilight with her mom,
While her sis and Dad watch Bedime Stories.
Plus, she said she wasn't intersted in Bedtime Stories.

Anyway, wow Sean, lol. I didn't know you don't know how to take bus there.
I'll SHOW you the way tomorrow. Lol.
So yeah, meeting at the bus stop and taking bus togetherr.
I'm probably gonna drag him to the library with me after lunch tomorrow.
MUAHAHAH.
Then we'd go different ways;
He'd go for his training and I'd go for dance class.
Goshh, extended dance class tmrr.

Haha, opps. Mom's nagging that I keep going out all the time.
But yeah, it's Sean who asked me tomorrow.
Plus, it's actually SEAN, so mummy probably wouldn't mind :)
But seriously.
Last time.
Before I die next yearrr ._.

"Bayerr, suck it."

rae.

/Get me outta here.


I miss NewZealand & their empty roads.

I'm so effin bored.
Florence can't play tennis today.
& I bet Hsiangyeh wouldn't want to play anyway.
Plus, I think it's like kinda rush if I ask him now anywayy.
Whateverrr. Gahhhhh D:
Went to look for lame surveys ._.
I'd rather be ANYWHERE than at home.
I Have Nothing To Do.

1.Are you currently mad at someone?
♥ Hmm , no. I think?

2. Which of your family members has the worst temper?
♥ Haha. Hmm. My mom, or me.

3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone?
♥ Hahah, duhhh.

4. Is anyone mad at you?
♥ Umm. I don't know. But I don't think so.

5. Are you usually mad?
♥ Yeah , lots of the time.

6. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell?
♥ Yell , duh O:

ORANGE EXCITEMENT:
1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise party for you?
♥ Yepp. Thanks Nicole, Deborah & Deborah :)

2. What event is coming up that you're most excited about?
♥ Hmm, New Year Eve sleepover at jt's house, & Chinese New year next year :)

3. If you won a million dollars, what would be your first thought?
♥ "I'm sooo gonna buy that dress." & next will be, "ok I should stop spending and save up the rest."

4. If you could have anything right now what would it be?
♥ More time.

YELLOW IS SELF DISCOVERY:
1. name:
♥ Rachel.

2. Birthday:
♥ 1st July 1994.

3. What's your main goal in life?
♥ To be successful? To be a doctor? To be rich? I have noo ideaaa.

4.Do you want to have a children?
♥ Yepp, someday. I want 4 :)

5. When do you want to die?
♥ When there is no purpose left for me to be around.

GREEN IS OPINIONS:
1. Are you against gay marriage?
♥ Not exactly. Pretty neutral actually.

2. Against Lower the drinking age?
♥ Nope.

3. Against Capital Punishment?
♥ Idk.

4. Against Abortion?
♥ Hell yeahhh.

BLUE IS LOVE.
1. Do you love someone?
♥ Yup , I love alot of people :D

2. Do you believe in love at first sight?
♥ Uh huh .

Q: How many beds did you lay in today?:
♥ Two.

Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
♥ Green cammy.

Q: Name one thing that you do everyday?
♥ Listen to the radio.

Q: Is Tom on your Top friends list?:
♥ Uhh, no?! Who is that -.-

Q: Look to your left. What's there?
♥ The head of my bed.

Q: What's the last piece of clothing you put on?
♥ My tanktop?

Q: What website(s) do you visit the most during the day?:
♥ Blogs? Neopet?

Q:Do you have plants in your room?
♥ Nope.

Q: Does anything hurt on your body?
♥ Yeah, my stomach & head D: Stomache, headache :/

Q: Recent time you were really upset?
♥ Yesterday. B...

PINK IS LAST:
1. Person you saw:
♥ The workers in my house?

3. Movie watched in cinema:
♥ Lakevew terrace.

4. Song you listened to:
♥ No handlebars.

5 Person you talked on the phone with:
♥ Hsiangyeh.

6. Did you notice that the question 2 was gone:
♥ Nope , lol.

GREY IS TODAY:
1. What are you doing right now?:
♥ Listening to the radio & doing this quiz & rotting -.-

2. What are you doing tonight?
♥ Rot, and sleep.

3. What are you going to eat?
♥ Lunch

BROWN IS TOMORROW:
1. Is:
♥ Tuesday

2. Are you looking forward to it:
♥ Not exactly. Nothing to look forward to. Not like I'm going out, except having extra long ballet class tomorrow ._.

3. Are you going to laugh?
♥ ..... (does that answer you -.-)
__________________________________________________________

EIGHT Lasts.
1. Last alcohol you had?
• Red wine

2. Last beverage?
• Honey

3. Last phone call?
• Florence

4. Last text message?
• Hsiangyeh.

5. Last song played?
• Cheated on me.

6. Last ice-cream?
• Ben&Jerrys with Sarah, Rhys & Ash :]

7. Last time you cried?
• Uhmm. Tuesday?

8. Last meal?
• Breakfast.

EIGHT Have You’s.
1. Have you ever dated someone your bestfriend likes?
• Nope.

2. Have you ever been cheated on?
• Uhhh... Not posible? Since I didn't have a bf?

3. Have you ever bought condoms?
• No -.-

4. Is there one person who can make you feel better no matter what?
• Yeah, jtwong :)

5. Do you find yourself crushing on someone currently?
• I'm not sure.

6. Have you ever lost someone?
• Yeahh.

7. Have you ever been depressed?
• Duhhh.

8. Do you smile at strangers?
• Depends.

RANDOM:
1. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
• I'm not sure.

2. What is your pet's name?
• Used to have 2 rabbits named Snowdrop and Coral.

3. How many people have you kissed in 2008?
• None. Unless you count the ones on cheeks I did for fun on jt and my sis? Or the time I kissed my grandmother on her cheek on her birthday?

4. Were you happy when you woke up today?
• Not really. Just felt like, okayy, I'm gonna rot at home again.

5. What is a fact about the last person who texted you?
• She's super-ultra-hyper-and-zihigh.

6. Do you hate the last person you kissed?
• Of course I don’t.

7. What are you listening to right now?
• Everytime – A1

8. Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?
• Uh huh , where got people confess all the time one -.-

9. What would I find if I looked UNDER your bed?
• Nothing.

10. Who are all the people you have text messages from in your phone?
• Jtwong, Joni, Jamie, Clara, Wuanting, Hsiangyeh, Heungkin, Sarah, Rhys, Andrea, Addie, Mom, Dad, Florence, Caroline, Jemie, Sarah Cheng. & alot more -.-

11. Have you ever kissed someone and never saw them again?
• Nope. Never kissed.

12. Last time you laughed?
• I dunno. Yesterday morning?

13. Do you regret anything from your past?
• Hell yeah...

14. If you could seek revenge on someone would you?
• I don't know. Probably not.

15. Do you bump into someones arm if you want to hold their hand?
• Hahah. Yeah.

16. Last argument?
• With my sister. Beyotch

17. Plans for weekends?
• Rot at home. There's nothing to do on my weekend except going for a run -.-

18. Excited for anything?
• Hmm, New Year Eve's sleepover at jt's. And excited for CNY.

19. Do you like to cuddle?
• Yup :)

20. Do you hate when people smoke around you?
• You better fuck off if you smoke .

21. Who was the last boy you chat with?
• Uhh. Hsiangyeh. I think.

22. Who was the last person you talked to in person?
• Maid.

23. Do you have any plans for today?
• I HAD. But HK got sick. Wanted to play tennis, but Flo couldn't make it.

24. Do you think best friends can be replaced?
• Nope.

25. Do you plan on moving out?
• When I'm older, yeah.

26. Are you 18?
• Nahh. I wishh.

27. Does the last person you held hands with mean anything to you?
• I wouldn't hold hands with just anyone. So if I did, he/she'll mean something to me.

28. What did you do last night, with who?
• Used the computer till 1am then went to bed.

"On my Playlist: You're not sorry - Taylor Swift."

rae.

/Beee-yotch with a Capital-B.

So today I practically rotted at home.
Except the time where my family went out for lunch & to NTUC.
It ended up being a total screwed shit.
Stupid beeyotch.
I'm like totally pissed with the shit.
Like, whatever. Screw your shit.

Blahhh. Then went home, and continued rotting.
Ate dinner at like, 11pm.
Cause da pao back since Auntie had off day today.
& we didn't cook dinner so Mummy went out at like 10pm to buy dinner.

So yeahh, tomorrow I might be playing tennis with Florence.
I've been wanting to play tennis since, forever.
Cause it's gonna be like my last time playing, till a long long long time later.
Bleh, & the plan with Wuanting, Hsiangyeh & Heungkin failed again.
Huengkin is sickkk. Oh well, get well soon dearr :)

Mann, I soooo have nothing to look forward to next year.
Besides not being in the same class as Clara,
I practically don't have any close friends in my next year's class.
I'm in 3F next year.
Only close friend I have there? Adeline.
& Probably Daphne.
I know Mebelline, Carrie-Anne & a few others that'll be in our class.
Ok, maybe I know like 98% of them.
But none of which are close friends except Addie&Daph.
Sooo depressing.

Sarah and Rhys you lucky shhhhit.
Sarah's like in the same class as Rasey,
Rhys's is Andreaaa.
Oh damnnn. Kill me D:
I'm soooo not going back to school.

Maybe I'll die at your house right, jt?
Maybe I'll die at the sleepover at your house on New Year's Eve.
Lol. That's like 1st Jan. Lmao.
Other than the sleep over, there's nothing for me to look forward to this week.
& Especially not school...
Cheers, to hell.

"Check: happy yacking."

rae.

TAGGG;
Angelique! haha. don't remind me of next yearr. Next year is gonna suck. I'm gonna miss you too. & merry late christmas. hahah.
jtwong! uhh. ohhh-kayyy. Hahahahha, which reminds me... Stalker magnets ;] Hahaha. But yeah, it's kinda scary being stalked ._. & definitely shenjingbing. /Oh well, see ya on eve. Loveya babe. Don't die during training, before I meet you.
Flo! Hahahah. ohhh-kayyy you just asked me and answered yourself. Lmao. Okayy hope we can play tennis tomorroww <3

/Reflected to my soul.

Hohoho!
Yayy, I went to Sentosa with Sarah, Addie, Rhys and Ash todayyyy! :]]
When I first saw Ashry (Ash), I thought he's like 18-ish like Hsiangyeh.
But guess what, he's like frickkin 15. OMG.

So anyway, here's what happened:

Rhys: Oh shit, sorry. I kinda will be late. The bus is taking super long. It's fashionably late...
Addie: He guys! So sorry! I'll be late I think. Sis fell down
Me&Sarah: (she's supposed to meet me at 1030, but she came at like 10.40pm)
Then we're suppose to meet rhys at 10.45pm, but we met here at like 11.10pm.
LMAO.
So, Ash has to wait super long for us at Vivo.
Then when me, Sarah and Rhys are on the mrt,
Addie: OMG, I'm so sorry guys! I'm so late! OMG. Where can I find you guys?
Me: HAHAHHHA. Ok chillaxxx. Join the club! We're all late! We're on the mrt now. Lol
Addie: HAHAH ok! Oh crap, and I was so freaked out...

So ended up, Ash was waiting for Rhys and didn't queue for the ticket first -.-
Sooooo, Addie was queueing while waiting for us.
It was like, SUPER crowded...
And we kinda squeezed up onto the monorail.
Reminded me of the incident with wt, hy & hk on the mrt -.-

So yeah, then we wanted to go tanning at first.
But there wasn't sun.
It's just like hot, but cloudy.
So we just lied there for a while and then we went for lunch.
Went to Delifrance.
Shared with Sarah.
There's this guy who dropped his tray.
Then his frappe was like boom, and it splashed everywhere outside the door.
Then his plate of idk what split and the plate broke.













So after lunch, we went out and realised the sun was super good.
So me and Sarah tanned. DAMN hot.
Addie was reading her book.
Rhys and Ash were reading a magazine together in the shade.

& guess what. We saw this group of Indian playing volleyball.
But the spot we wanted was really nice luh = =
So we just lied a little further.
& then, there's this stupid Indian...
At first we thought he was taking pics of them playing volleyball.
But then we realised he was taking pictures of us luh!
WAHLAO! Sicko ._.
& we were in bikini.

















So then we went to the sea to play waterr.
& camwhored like crazyy. HAHAHAH.


(checking out the gay guys. look at sarah's grossed out face. lol)

(sarah's spasm reaction at the gross guys and us, laughing at her. lmao)

Then bitched about some people.
Then got super grossed out at the super gay and ugly guys staring at us. -.-
HAHAH, thenn, went back up and decided to leave sentosa at like around 4.30pm?
And when we went up, the stupid Indian was taking pic of his friends playing at first.
Then, he started like dodging his friends cause they were blocking his view of us.
Then he started taking pics of us -.-
And he came closer and took. WAHLAO LUHH!
Then me & Sarah were like screaming and freakking out luh!
& we had our backs facing him all the time ._.
Me, Sarah and Rhys were like, OMG OMG OMG ewww, damn sick! D:

Then me & Sarah hurriedly wore our tanktop.
Then we all grabbed our stuff and ran off. Lmao. Eww luhh D:

Sarah: Wth luh! What's wrong with him! NEVER SEE PRETTY GIRLS BEFORE IS IT!
Me: hahahha! Yeah luh. Omg luh! He's damn gross luh! EWWW!

Haha, then when we were walking away from those Indians,
Me and Rhys saw these group of guys staring at us.
Then we just so happen to look at each other.

Rhys: Did you see that?
Me: Duhh. They were staring at us. But ok luh, at least some of them are quite hot :]
Sarah: Hahah, imagine if you go "hey hottie" and blow kisses at them. HAHHAH.
Me & Rhys: Ewww no way! They're not hot enough for us to do that Sarah...

So yeah then actually, we wanted to rinse first.
We went to the washroom, but we decided not to.
Because there was a pretty long queue...
So in the end, we waited for Ash.
Wasn't that long though -.-
Thenn yeah, found out that we ALL had a tan line.
Even Rhys, who was like in the shade with Ash most of the time ._.

Thenn, they wanted to go to the luge ride.
But there was a really long queue, and it kinda started drizzling.
So we went back to Vivo and shopped there.
Went to starbucks first.
Me & Addie bought javachips, thenn Rhys shared Caramel with Ash, then Sarah bought ice chocolate.
Then after that we went to Zara and Forever21.

Sarah bought some stuff from Forever21.
Then after that, they had to go home, but Hsiangyeh asked me to buy a Ginderbread girl softtoy from Starbucks.
So they went home first & Addie accompanied me to Starbucks.
& After that, we both went to Forever 21 to buy stuff.


I wanted to buy this tube dress luh!
But it was like $43, and I didn't wanna waste moneyyy.
(Although somehow, it's $19.80 on the web, but there isn't size S D:)
I tried size S and it fited okay luh!
Last one somemoreeee & the fusia purple is so prettyyyy! ):
But yeahh, I didn't buy.
It's like the new "I want" on my wishlist on my blog. HAHAH.

WAHLAO! IT'S LIKE POST-CHRISTMAS SALES LUH D:
I WANT THE DRESS SO BADD!

&& even 987FM was like saying Post-christmas sales is going on world-wideee!
And that, don't drive out this weekend cause it's gonna jam everywhereee.
I want that dress ):
Damn it luhh. So yeahh, then we took mrt back.
I was feeling tired already & I was like sticky and grossness.
So I was like grouchy and I kept frowning.
Then I took mrt to serangoon and my parents fetched me from there.
Went home and showered immediately.

Ohmannn, I still have 1 last chinese homework to do luh D:
I sooooo do NOT feel like doing ):
But if I don't do it, I'm like 100% can't go out with wuanting and guys on Monday.
But if I do, it's like 45% can go? :/
I really hope I can go luh!
I mean, it's gonna be my last time seeing them till a long long long long time later ):
Oh well, I better go off.
Bye.

"Fun. Fresh. Fabulous.
FASHIONABLY LATE."

rae.

Tagreplies(:
sarah; DUHHH! Today was sooo awesomeee ♥ wish we could go again some time dearr :)
jamie; Hahahha. Yepp, merry late christmas to you. lol. I think you got my card already right? & I'm not sunburnt at all :D Hahah, too bad! && don't remind me ): I'm soooo not looking forward to school D:
Wuanting; No problemm ;] & people without eyes can see that hy is the lamest too lol ._.
Addie; Hey rockyyy! :] Yesterday was awesomeee! Hahhah anyway, same class next year yeah? :)

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/You might have me believing that I don't always have to be alone.

MERRY CHRISTMAS AGAIN :]




Haha. I'm at sean's house now :D
Play Pictionary when we reached. Hahaha.
Played till I felt super sian diao luhh.


Omg, dinner was awesomeeee.
Starters, Main course & dessert :)
I seriously ate too much for dinner ._.
1 huge portion of salmon, japanese rice, teriyaki chicken, roast beef, soba, honeybaked ham, cheese sausage and crabclaw, this meat dumpling thingy and salad :]
I ate so much then when I bent down,
I felt like throwing up luhh.



Then after dinner,
We had that Secret Santa thing last time.
So today, the made it a point such that we have to guess which is our present.
Cause they wrapped it in a way that the presents don't even look their shape & size. Lol.
We had 2 games.




1 is to guess which one is our present.






2 is to guess who is our Secret Santa.
Haha, there's $10 to those who guess correctly.
But if 4 guessed correctly, then it's $10 divided by 4.
So yeah.
Jt, sissy, sean and Bin guessed the 1st one correctly.
Me, sissy, Meng and Linus guessed the 2nd one correctly.


The presents' wrappings are super nice luhh!
They're wrapped in newspapers :]
Haha, Christmas newspaper articles and stuff.
& they wrapped them in different patterns luh! Damn cute.


Mine's like a box with a snowman on top.
There's reindeer and it's sleigh, there's houses, there's box with a ring on top, there's box with a rose on top, there's a huge one with a bow on top. Haha.
And a lot moree.

So yep, we opened out presents and stuff.
I mean we already knew what they are cause we were the ones who chose them.
Mine's a purple tennis skirt and a pink tennis shirt.
Jt's a converse bag, a fbt shorts and 3 coloured pens.

Thenn after opening, we ate desserts :DD
Mango sorbert and chocolate log cake :]
Okayy, SUPER nice, but depressing at the thought of the amount of fats ._.
Then after that we went upstairs to play Gunbound. hahah.
Then watched Sean play his flight stimulator with his joystick.
& I started sms-ing my friends with the internet sms thing.
(cause I didn't have enough smses ._.)


Then camwhored with jt in the bathroom.

So yepp, it's like 1am noww.
Sentosa with Sarah, Rhys, Addeline and Ash tomorrow ♥
Hahahah. Borrowing suntan oil from hsiangyeh.
Cause we're going suntanning & I don't wannag get sunburnt.
But using sunblock is like against the effect?

I'm meeting sarah to go to serangoon mrt with her.
Then we're meeting rhys at the mrt.
Then we'll head off to vivo to meet addie there.

Omg luhh, I'm meeting sarah at 10.30am.
& I bet we won't be leaving Sean's house anytime before 3am..
Marvellous man.
BYEBYE.

rae.

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