/Thoughts, as it goes on.

You know, I'm so dead tomorrow.
I have like TONS and TONS and TONS of unfinished & not-touched homework ._.
Gosh, what have I been doing the whole of today D:
Sheeezzz, I'm such a failureeee D:
I'm sooo not using computer tomorroww!
At least not till after lunch.
Arghh :/

rae.

TAGS REPLY
Flo; Hellooo (:
Kent; Lol lol. Yes.. I know. Omggg, damn retarded luh! LOOOL!
Mokkk; hehh, yep. No problem ;)
Cheryl; Puh-leaseee! If you screwed yours, then wouldn't that mean like i MAJORLY screwed mine...

/Like me with you.

You know, I'm offically "motivated".
Hehh, ok not really.
I just decided that I shouldn't waste my saturday doing nothing but stoning.
So I'm going for trainings on saturdays morning instead :D
HAHAH.
So anyway, me being my usual stupid self, went to turn off the wrong switch.
So instead of switching off the radio one, I switched of my computer one.
And I was already more than half done with the stupid proposal ._.
But then I lost it...
So I re did...
Crap luhh.
Hehh, well, training tomorrow morning :D
BYEEEE!

rae.

/Take it deeper just to throw it away.

Ok to start, I shall say, GEN, YOU ARE SO RIGHT. (for once)
Never again, will I set a foot there again.
I'm SOOO officially freakked out by today's traumatising moments.
And like, yes... WHAT A DAY...
Godd, you wouldn't believe what happened to me...
And like, how stupid I acted to that situation.

And for those who know what I'm talking about..
You shall keep it to yourself.
What I told you shall remain as who I told only.
And like, you guys better not sprout nonsense in school tomorrow...
& on account that you guys kinda DUMPED me there with *ahem ahem*...
You 2 are soooo dead tomorrow..
You should totally know who you are man. *ahem* (glareeeess)
Heh.

Well, I'm still suffering from after-shock.
& thanks, but no thanks.
I do not think I need that kinda experience, edwin -.-
Majorly freaking out and then having a headache, and then getting freakked out again is so not an experience I need before going for physics test tomorrow -.-
And like, Chanteeeellll.
It's so jinx cannn.
Like you said. Why are we so twin-ish. Lol lol.
Freaky things happen to us at the same time, and like same things??
HAH..

Well, sheeshh.
I should stop freakking out and like start getting my head into physics mode ._.

rae.

/Loosen it up.

Ok, so like, I'm feeling really crappy today.
So, don't try me -.-
Gah, ever had butterflies in your stomach for days and weeks.
And then had yourself so disappointed, it ruined you day?
I'm currently in a dismal state.
Damn, didn't I already know this was how it's gonna be?
Sheeshh, I think I was holding onto false hope.

Shit, I'm getting cranky.
Why? I have no idea.
I'm gonna go sleep and hopefully forgetting about everything that happened today.

I don't know why it hit me this hard this time.
Well, not exactly THAT hard. But still...
I don't remember being that bothered about it the last time.

Ok well, so before I sleep, here's a quiz:

Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 20 random things, facts, habits or goals about you. At the end choose 20 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you! If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.

#1. I play a game which whacks balls over a net.
#2. I laugh at the stupidest things ever and can go on laughing about it for weeks.
#3. I'm retarded.
#4. I love purple.
#5. I'm feeling really crappy right now.
#6. I get annoyed very easily, or cranky for no apparent reason.
#7. I have fugly eye bags.
#8. That's cause I sleep late every night. (something that I wish to change ._.)
#9. I fall sick easily.
#10. I enjoy being bimbo. It's fun. (right chantel?)
#11. I can make someone really smart by sitting beside them in class and comparing their results with mine.
#12. I get hooked onto songs easily, then it becomes irritating after a while.
#13. I'm still retarded, obviously. (ref to #3)
#14. I'm feeling crankier as this quiz goes on. Why? I have no idea.
#15. I think boys are addictive sometimes. Heh, yeah. Well, talking to them actually, not falling for them.
#16. Mashed banana makes me think of spit or puke.
#17. I'm still cranky. (ref to #14)
#18. I'm feeling sleepy already.
#19. I like going to the dentist.
#20. When I'm nervous, I screw everything up. (seriously)

Anyone who wants to do this quiz.

rae.

/Feelings uncovered.

You know, I'm seriously envious right nowwww.
Of SOMEONE D:
Ok, just pray for me that I'll get it ok ._.
And like, if I really do get it, I'd love you guys forever.
I think I'm getting tired from overly hyperness yesterday.
And like, my spasm was totally...

Ahh well, I can't stop thinking about it ._.
I can't wait for the results next week..
I hope it's good news...
It's seriously, almost killing me inside.
I wanna know so bad ._.

I think my heart is feeling tired from multiple jumping-out-of-my-mouth moments.
Ok. I shall now stop spazzing and continue with my Physics SPA report.
If I can do it, that is.

rae.

TAG REPLIES
I say; thanks (:
Sharon; Haha. Yep. I know right! I love the song. & lol, you're indirectly insulting me kay! Cause I use that too *glares*
Chantel; hahah. Do you think others will know the under lying meaning if we don't say it? HAHAH.
jtwong; Haha. Yeahh. Oh well, too bad. I was too slowww. The places got taken up.
Mel; Haha. Me and Rachel lee are going for NUS one. Didn't you get the sms about the invests available. There's monfort one. You can go ask kairou. I'm not sure if there's still spaces available.
Mel; Lol lol. My eye wasn't exactly irritated. There's just something inside ): & haha, I recovered already :)
HY; haha hi.
Zfeng; Yepp. Thanks! I recovered already though.
Jtwong; I know right! So annoying. But I was sick, that's why.
Denise; Hmm. There's alot of tests this week. We had like 5 or 6 tests this week :/ And 2 more next week D:
Nat; yep, thanks!
Jamie; haha. Fish.
Jamie; Thanks :]
Flo; Haha. I changed it already.
Shuqing; Hahah. She+Me+Gen in class = LAUGH MY ASS OFF. HAHA, && I know right! It's so nice! :D Haha, but I changed it to another song already.

/Only time will tell.

Wooo, 100th post (:
Hahha.

Okay not the point.
OMG OMG OMG OMG AARON CHUAAA!
You got it, you got it, you got it!
Omgggggg.
You knew about it like last week or something! D:
And like, when I asked on wednesday, they don't know about mine yet.
Omggg.
Knowing that you got it makes me feel damn.. damnn..
I don't know how to describe the feelingg D:
Like, excited? nervous? scared?
Idk.
Omggg.
I'm only gonna know next week.
I don't think I can contain my undescribably feelings till then D:
Omg, I'm already spazzing over it when you told me luh!
Omg omg omg omg omg omg.
I need to know D:
I hope I got it.
(I wish. I wish. I wish. I wish.)

Ok, math homework, math homework, math homework, math homework.
Ok, you know what?
Forgot the math homework.
I'm gonna spazz.
No shit.
Aaron chua! NOW THAT YOU TOLD ME, I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT IT!
(omg I wish. omg I wish. omg I wish. omg I wish. omg I wish. omg I wish.)

rae.

/Why can't I figure it out.

Ok, so like, I'm really sure I'm the dumbest in class.
1st, just like I predicted, I screwed Math.

Q1 right, its simultaneos eq.
I found Y. And i forgot to sub into eqn to find X -.-

Q3 I copied the question wrongly.
It's supposed to be +, i copied -...
So since it's already wrong from the start, my whole question was wrong.
I got like 2m method marks out of full 5m -.-

Q4 ,I forgot to do the second part of the question...

Q5 I copied the eqn wrongly AGAIN! D: + i go write -

WTH luhhh ._.

So anyway, here's like 5 things that anyone who knows me will know about it:
1. Careless is my biggest biggest biggest biggest thing that kills me.
2. I love tennis & purple.
3. I'm afraid of the dark, thunderstorms and bugs (especially beetles ._.)
4. I'm short.
5. I'm the ultimate bimbo (according to cabby anywayyy)
:D

Hahh, so like, here's my wish/wants:
1. A make-me-smart pill.
2. A grow-taller pill.
3. An anti-eyebag pill.
4. An anti-careless pill.

Hmm ok I realised I have alot to blog about. Lol.
Ok, another thingg, GEN IS SOOOO WEIRD.
She talks to plants and she smiles to her homeworks...
But she makes eally flat out hilarious songs.
HAHAHA.

Improvised version of "A little too not over you"
It never crossed my mind at all.
That you were that ying1 xian3.
To come, and break us apart
And go and steal my mom
It's not alright, it never is.
But you don't notice that somtimes I try to tell
That nothing is well.
& I turned around.
You're with him now.
Why can't I figure it out
Tell me why
You think he's for free, don't even pay up
When you buy him from me.
Tell me why
I can't seem to get him back
I' gonna stare your guts out, you hag.

Hero Heroine
Too late baby there's no turning around
I got my ass in my trunks and my head in the clouds.
This is how I feel when I swim with you.
I never thought you could break me apart
I keep a sinister smile and a pervertic grin
You wanna get inside my pants or what
But not this time.

I feel like an AB
& you are my C... B.
Do you know know that your smile is the cutest.


Burning up
I'm hot, and you're cold
You go around like you know
Where I'm from.
But I'm really really not from texas.

Haha. Ok, I forgot the lyrics. Rofl.
Hahah, ok so like, I'm going for NUS invest on 2nd March.
Suck can.
I wanted to go for RI one or Dunman high one.
But OBVIOUSLY it's already filled up.
So yeah.
Me and rachel lee are going for NUS one. Haha.
So cool right. Rachel & rachel :D

Haha ok I'm gonna sleeep now babehhh!
Nights :]

rae.

/Start to run through the stop.

I'm pretty sure I screwed Bio.
A math. Was. Suprisingly. Easier. Than. I. Thought.
But still, I screwed Bio.
Well, who wouldn't if you only started studying for it at like 12.30am in the morning ._.
I pretty much gave up studying at like 1am and went to bed.

I'm actually kinda proud of myself for studying for like 4h till 1am.
Ok, maybe not.
Since like, don't I kinda like sleep around 1am all the time?
._.

Eye bagggggs. Huge right now.
Ugly. :/

So yeah, andd, me and jt's shopping for birthday present thing turned out unsuccessful at the last minute today.
Guess what, because of my stupid bio test -.-
So like, it's either I choose to go for it and die a terrible death for tomorrow's geography test,
Orrr. Choose not to go and die a nicer death -.-
So obviously I chose the latter.

So anyway,
Happy late birthday Jie Jie (:
And BRYAN *ahem*
And also, Happyy birthday Mokkkk & Daphne & Sze Meng! :)

Yep ok well I seriously wouldn't mind being killed right now.
Anddd, I think I'm gonna go kill myself with overdosage of studying now.
Bye ._.
Geog geog geog geog geog.

rae.

/Never did.

My days have been good/happy/cranky but i swear all of us are going mad...
I smiled because
1. I fell sick a couple of days ago, and so, decided to be a loser to sleep at 9pm.
2. I wasn't in my right mind, and I went for training with a fever.
3. I'm having 6 tests this week.
4. I actually agreed to be crazy with Chantel and funniest shit ever.
I. Smiled. How rad is that?

Currently, I think I'm still going blind from this unknown and unseeable thing that inside my eye and irritating it like hell.
I swear it was blood shot yesterday and hurt really bad.

Andddd, admittedly, I'm guilty.
Guilty of being on the computer when I should be preparing for my Bio, Amath and Elit test tomorrow.
So, I can now declare that I'm so fried tomorrow, and that I'm sooooo gonna F-A-I-L math ._.

rae.

/Just to let it go.

Hmm, let's just say techinically, I didn't eat anything to except for a bowl of soup and a bar of chocolate ._.
Let me tell you my pathetic story, once again ._.

Morning, I felt like throwing up.
So I drank my milo and brought my breakfast to school, intending to eat it when I don't feel that sick.
At school, I still felt like throwing up and giddy and all.
So Ade sat at the specs stand with me instead of standing up te whole time for morning assembly ._.
After our exceptionally long morning assembly today, Ade was super nice and went to get my bag and bring it to class for me.
Then we walked to class.
But I went to the toilet instead and threw up all the milo I drank ._.

At 9am break, I attempted to eat.
But after like a bite of the carrot cake, I felt like throwing up again.
So I stopped eating.

During recess, I still felt like throwing up.
So like, I went to buy warm milo and gave Jamie my breakfast, which she gladly accepted. Lol.
After recess, I threw up again.
Which apparently is my bite of carrot cake and my milo ._.
So there goes my milo.
I pretty much threw like 70cents down the toilet bowl...

So thennn, lunch, I didn't eat. OBVIOUSLY -.-
Then I was totally debating with everyone whether I should go for training or not.
So I ended up asking someone a random "choose: yes or no."
And the answer was yes.
So I totally attempting suicide and went for training today... ._.
And technically, I didn't eat anything till then since I threw up whatever I ate.
Drank, in fact ._.

So then luckily, today was raining, so there wasn't much.
Plus, people who just finished competition had very very light training -.-
So luckily, I didn't lose out much.

So then after training, sissy gave me a bar of chocolate.
I ate it. And felt like throwing up again.
But held it down ._.

& I was totally freezing in the car's backseat..
So when I was home, I dragged myself up to the 3rd floor and plopped my stuff down.
Took my temp which was like 38.2C and sat there stoning for 20min or so before I went to get a really really hot bath.

Then went down for dinner.
Which, I only drank a bowl of soup and ate 2 stalk of broccoli.
So there, that's my one "decent" meal today. Hah.

I'm gonna be a loser and sleep like, before 9.30pm today :]
CIAOS :)

rae.

/Sounds hilariously ridiculous.

I am. How should I put it?
Not exactly, disappointed, not exactly satisfied or contented.
Mixed feelings I guess.
I mean, about triple today..
At least I did a zone 2 for my first triple competition.

Ok, but yeah. Forget it mannnn.
At least I didn't feel as nervous as I thought I would.
At suprisingly...
I felt less nervous than I was for my past long jump competitions, together with my friends ._.

Haha, ok so anyway.
I'm lazy to blog about yesterday's dinner.
Here's the photos (:
We went to Ri Ben Chun.




We ate moss rock, aka mossified muah chee. Lol!


Tsk tsk. Munmun's photography sucks.


Yo, AHEM CHANTELLL :)










Left Kallang Leisure Park, then went to the beach to take a walk.
Reached home at bloody 12.30am.
Super tired.

rae.

/I'm still alive,
but I'm barely breathing.

Ok, so here's the thing.
I'm sitting on the train, unable to relax for the whole 45min.
I'm sitting on the edge of the chair, as if I'm ready to pounce.
I got off the train, and pushed my tensed self to walk there.
As I step into the huge round area, I take a deep breath and close my eyes.
I'm going for a run to get my mind off it.
I ran faster and faster, trying to get the thought out of my head.
But, it was still up in my head.
I'm doing some stretching, trying to relax.
When I finished, I grabbed my stuff and headed off to hell zone.
As I stared down the empty lane, wondering if I can do it, I suddenly saw why.
Why I always couldn't do it.
It was there, staring right back at me.
The hurdle.
The mental hurdle that was stuck right in me that can't be removed.
I swallowed hard, wondering if I can do it this time.
Wondering if I'm just gonna pass it swiftly, or let the thing screw me up.
I stared down at my spikes as if I'll work wonders for me.
I wanted to shout, and let off the feeling of tense welling up inside me.
It was building up, and I wasn't sure anymore.
I look around and see no familiar faces, but that of my coach.
I got on the lane, with all eyes looking at me.
I felt my stomach churn. I'm going to be sick.
I wanted to squeeze the butterflies out of my stomach.
But I know it wouldn't work.
Why is it so hard?
I shook away that thought and got back to focus.
I crossed my fingers..
And. I went for it.

There, that's the best deal I can get for myself.
You probably wouldn't believe how tremendously nervous I am right now.
And you probably don't know why.
Well, neither do I.
But having the thought of going there myself, warming up myself, going for competition myself and going home myself, isn't exactly helping me in my nervous and screwed up mindset.
Well, whether I'm ready or not, I still have to go.
Wish me luck.

rae.

/I'm just a little too not over you.


Hmm, turns out that I'm going out afterall :]
Like, dinner with jt :]
Awesome.
So like, on this special case, I will allow someone to be my valentine :D
Hahah, that will be jtwong. Rofl.
We're going to Sakura I think.
Either that or swensens :]
Haha, you know, I think have a recent craving for nian gao and barley water. Lol lol.
I've been eating and drinking those alot these few days.
Like, I drank 3 cups of barley water in like 2h. Lol lol.

Hahh, you know, I'm really to die tomorrow.
Die of exhaution.
I haven't finish like half the stuff I need to do...
Great.

"You're gonna believe them."

rae.

Happy Valentines!

Hah, how awesome is it knowing that my valentines are like my bloody books and homework. Lol.
Cause like, I have competition tomorrow.
So I have to practically finish up whatever stuff I have by today, since my whole day would be spet at comp..
And I can't do homework before competition since I need to get myself into the comp mood and feel D:
Which, actually, I'm in no mood to do homework right now..

Haha, and no, I don't need your sympathy to ask me out.
No thanks.
I'd rather be at home. Lol.

Yeah well, I've got to complete some homework at least :/
But I have no idea where to start D:
On account that, I'm stuck talking to 5 people. Lol.
And listening to Chantel agitating me about her going shopping while I'm stuck doing my homework.
Chantel, that's so very nice of you.
& Like listening to my childhood friend, Jun Wei, going on about how he's always taller than me since young, and making me feel super short once again.
How very nice of you too, Junwei...

Hahah, which reminds me, I pretty much lost contact with Jason & Jackson.
Like, my seriously childhood friends since, like idk, when I was born. Lol lol.
I know where they live since like, they never moved house.
But still, isn't it like damnnnn awkward if I just walk up to their house and be like hi!
Seriously.
They're like 17 this year I think. Haha, yes twins..

Haha, talking bout childhood friends, I realised they're all boys. Lol.
Ok I'm majorly crapping.
I'm super bored.
Lol, ok I never knew talking to junwei was so like, uh. entertaining? Lol.
I mean, yeah well, he just keeps talking and talking and like, I wouldn't get bored. Lol.
But still, he's quite annoing sometimes. Hahhhaha.

So like yeah, I'm super bored now.
And I refuse to continue doing my homework.
I'm just gonna let it rot there until like, some time today when I felt like doing.

Hahha, anyway, past few days, Gen & Chantel had been like super super funny!
Rofl.
My "mission" was super funny.
Hahhaha AB and his egoism. Omg chantel, that's so...
Disturbing. HAHHAH.

And meet my friend, Gen, who sings the plankton song in class.
And also her improvised version of Hero Heroine and Burning up.
Omg, haha, I can garuntee you'll practically laugh till you pee.
HAHHAHA.
Gen gen gen. Loserfied. HAHAH. Love you guys babes!

"Just a little now."

rae.

/Nobody knows.

Hah, I know I haven't been blogging these few days.
What the crap. I don't even have the time D:
My life right now?
Here's how awesomely good it is:

My definition of sleeping early right now: 12am
2 test over this week.
Casting this weekend.
MP session tonight, 2h.
2 math assignment due tomorrow.
1 chinese compo due tomorrow.
AYG & YOG laisoning & officiating this year & next year, and going for the training.
Track all comers competition this sunday.
With, currently, a knee pain and me hurting my metatarsal ._.
Andd, with my right wrist like, sprained or something, because I can't lift anything heavy. It hurts :/ It's been like for a week or so D:
Awesome, I know right!

Ok, well. I should totally quit wasting my time on this stupid blog right now, and get my huge fat ass over to my homework and start doing.
Yeah well, I have like 1h 30min to do my homework.
Like as if I can finish everything -.-
Hahh, and anyway, I was cutting my own fringe yesterday night. Lol lol.
So now, it's like shorter, and looks kinda like bangs ._.
Which I think, I so do not look nice in bangs.
But still, I keeping it side sweep now (:

6 more days /

"promises to you."

rae.

TAGZZZ
Felicia; ok sure (:
Angelique; HAHAHA OMFG?! That's like soooo coincidental! Lol lol! Ask her if she knows jtwong hahahah.
Megz; HAH!!? What the crappp. What guy man! I don't know what nonsense you're sprouting! Hahah, but still, thanks for wishing me luck :)
Nat; Oh lol. Well you can go during march holidays (:
Becky; Whattt? What's so lucky about what? Lol lol.
Shaun; Hmm riigggghhhhht... Yeah well, at least it wasn't when I was up on it. Hahhh :D
Jamie; Lol. It DOES seem pretty high up. But it isn't that bad when you're up on it :]
Jamie; Lol. I'm not sure. Maybe it IS a ladder. IDK?
Kairou; hahah it's ok :] I think your blog didn't have a tagboard. So I didn't know how to tell you(:

9 more days.
Please please please please please.

/Travel unraveling through my brains.

You know.
I'm stranded on a floating raft with nothing but my Physics homework.
I could very much return as the second version of Thomas Edisson.
But too bad I got too hungry and ate my homework up.


I'm still freakkin nervous and jumpy and excited and. And.. And.. I dont know!
It's UNDESCRIBABLE.
But still, I can't stop thinking about it ._.
Chill, chill, chill.
Everything's gonna be fine.
I'm gonna get it.
Maybe I can relate this to how it feels almost like when you're crushing hard on a boy who just said Hi to you.

Hahah, ok I'm majorly crapping ._.
Homework, homework, homework, homework., homework.
I need to focus.
Ok. I can't help it.
Results, results, results, results, results, results.
My heart is gonna fly out.

rae.

/A dream to fulfil.

Surprisingly, I'm still currently tired after sleeping for 10h last night.
Andddd, I have major migraines right now ._.
My head feels like it's about to burst any time D:
Freak..














So yeahwent to Singapore Flyers with my grandparents at around 11.30am.
Apparently, Jt isn't going.
I thought my grandfather said she was. Cheat my feelings -.-

So yeah after that, I had a call from my parents saying that my agency called me -.-
Then I was like huhhh.
So yeah, it turns out that Esther smsed me last night, twice.
But she didn't save my new number (which actually isn't new anymore).
And so, she sms-ed to my old hp number.
So then today, she called my house to look for me.
Then my parents called to tell me.
But they couldn't get through.
I think my phone's getting bonkers :/
So they called me like the third time and got through.
Blablabla, then told me the story.
Hahha, then Esther called me at my current phone number.
And she asked if I got her sms that she sent the third time this morning.
No, I didn't -.- (stupid phone)
Then she told me the details and forward me the sms again.
And FINALLY I got it -.-

Then yeah, so I was supposed to go BlackMagicDesign.
Omg, can you just say awesome?!
That place is soooo totally cool!
It's like all the studio, pics editting, volume, video and all those film thingy.
Damn cool.
Hahha.

Omggg, then I went to the waiting area with the rest of the people who were there for MCYS.
HAHAH, did I tell you how cute the guys there were!
AWHHMEEEGAWDD!
There's like 3 guys, 3 girls.
I'm like the youngest. Hahah.
The rest are like 17(g), 19(g), 20(b), 22(b), 29(b) years old. Rofl.
& those are there for the casting of being the children roles.
Hahah, Chantel Bayyyyy.
I can totally make you jealous now ;D
Hahaha.

Actually, I already did. Rofl.
On account that I told you how the casting went.
Hahaha, so yeah then they mixed and match to make different batch of 2-girls-1-boy together.
So it's like we will be going in with different guys for different batch, but only 2girls, 1 boy at any one time.

Let's just say...
2 girls, 1 boy.
Them: tall. Me: short.
Standing postition: Guy in the middle, girls on each side of him.
Roles: Siblings.
Therefore: Have to be close.
What: Taking photos.
Consequence: Me leaning on their shoulder and them putting their arms around my shoulder and me putting my arm around their waist

Hahahah. Isn't it like so weird to hug or lean on a guy when you don't even know him. HAHHAHA.
But still, Hahahah, it doesn't hurt being that close to cute guys ;]
Hahahha, ok I should really stop making everyone jealous and sound all cheap. HAHAH.
So then, yeah, talked to one of the cute guy a little. Lol.
Apparently, he MIGHT have heard me talking about him to Chantel. Hahha
But yeah, whatevvv.
Hahah, oh oh oh! & I saw the DBS guy and this other TV commercial guy too :]

Hahah, so yeah then the whole casting went on for like 1h30min I think.
Hahah, pretty fun.
The "interviewers" were like damn freakkin funny.
It's like the whole group of them luhh!.

Int: Soooo, do you have a boyfriend?? (getting all smugg)
Me: ME?! NO!
Int: Are you sure!
Me: Yes!
Int: YOU'RE LYING!
Me: What? NO?! (everyone laughs laughs laugh)

Int (to aaron): How bout you, do you have a girlfriend?
Aaron: Haha, no...
Int: Liar.
Aaron: Really!
Int: Then I bet you have a boyfriend!
Aaron: WHATTTT...
(everyone laughs again. HAHHAHA)

Hahah, so yeah until like 3.30pm, then we all left.
Then, yeah went for LUNCH -.-
Super full.
Then took mrt with my grandparents to kembangan mrt.
& then Jt's dad fetch us from there to their house.



Celebrated jm's birthday today since it's like 3 days away.

Let's just hope that I can get my dream fufilled too :x
Aaron is a stupid lucky shit who is most likely getting the job at his FIRST casting ._.
Gahhh, my fingers are crossed and I'm praying harddd..

"This won't get me down I know."

rae.

TAGREPLIES
Damian; rofl. yep. no problem :]
Denise; hahahah. I'm not sure if it's the same math in sn, but I'm having trouble with them myself ._.
Megan; Hahahhaha. That's precisely why she's my new twin. Hahah. Anyway, why no offence to me? And what's the prettysquared thing you're talking about? Lol. Don't get it. Rofl. Yep, jy to you too :/
Jtwong; I dunnoooo! I thought you were supposed to go ._. Yeah yeah, thanks ahh... Not like you swam anyway. Hahaha.
Chantel; HAHAHAHA. loserfied. You look spastic-cute luh! Hahhaha
Cheryllim; hahah nooo. I look retarded. -.- But I'm still posting it for the sake of putting a pic up there. Rofl. hahah. & she saw what you wrote. tsktsk. I know, I saw jolyne's facebook before. Hahaha.
Cheryllim; Haha. It's ok. I'm really slow myself -.- Nope, she doesn't have one.
Stephanie; HELLOOOO :)

/Freak show.

"Let's take f(x)= (polynomial). Since x-4 is a factor, x=4..."
That's the last I heard from her before her voice started trailing off.
Well ok, maybe it's my mind instead. But still!
Her voice pretty much sound like weird buzzing noise around my ear.
Lesson has only started for 20min and my brain is already dead-dead from already being dead ._.
After that, you can pretty much compare the math talk to being alien language to me.
Nothing she said went into my head :/
Usually, I'd try my best to understand her and register the things she says.
But today, my brain was as good as a defected product.
I could register nothing!
& I'd stop halfway while trying to figure out the math sums.
So, obviously, my math notebook is pretty much filled with spces for me to complete when I'm home to actually THINK.
Other than that, I copied the other answers from the board.
It's funny how numbers and letters suddenly seemed as good as Alien Language.

But yeah, having worked my butts off and sleeping at an unearthly time of 2am last night,
I am soooo gonna reward myself by sleeping at like 10pm tonight(:

Gah, though I already felt sleeping like while eating dinner.
I mean well, since YOU KNOW how eating is soooo boring sometimes? D:

Blehh, wth luhh! I wanted to go to Chantel's house tomorrow!
But I'm already going out with mummy tomrrow. I think.
Then I'm going to Singapore Flyers with jt and her family and with our grandparents :]
Then after that we'd be going to her house (:
Hahahah, then we'd be spending time with our bestfriend :)
Yeah well, meet our bestfriend, The Camera :D
But still, I could have been at Chantel's house tomorrow and playing tennis with her instead of ut with my familyyyyy.
Blehh.

Hahah, so yep.
I used like 2 eye drops thingy today because I slept so late and my eyes felt so dry ._.
what the shit lahhh.
We had like more homeworks AND projects given to us today..
You know, it feels like the teachers give us, EC class students, homework like nobody's business.
It seems to look as if they think our other subjects' teachers don't give us any homework, so we have alot of time like that...
What the crap luhh.
So apparently, every teacher gives a huge amount of homework.

I could very well be in China right now for the Asian Leadership stuff.
Other school's from Singapore and other countries are going too.
And ONLY 10 councillors from each school is offered D:
Then my mummy didn't allow me to goooo.
So yeah, here I am suffering :/

I'm really tired now mann.
Had school, and had training.
Which apparently, I was doing below my usual standard.
You know, I think sleeping ltae really does make people stupid.
Hahhh and you know what, I was already so tired.
And I had to run from the specs stand to the bus stop when I saw the bus from afar, carrying my heavy books and my heavy bag.
Anddd apparently, I have a post-valentines day activity.
All-comers Track meet. 15 feb.
Then freakkin day before the week where we'd have 4 test in that week.
What the shit lahhhh.
I wanted to study for my tests!
But instead, I have to spend almost my whole day for track comp D:

So, today?
Was. Totally. Awesome.
Not.

I am sooooo gonna sleep (:
Rock on babehhh.

NB: Gen still owes me 6 bucks.

"Maybe take a pace. Or not."

rae.

oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Magdalene, Hillary and Damian (:
3rd, 4th, 5th Feb :)

Haha, I'm sorry for the late wishing, although I did wish you guys on your actual birthday, except Mag :x
Opps.
Hah, well, wish you guys will have an awesomely fat year ahead, filled with joy and filled with me :D
AHAHAH.
Especially to your sweet 16 Mag!
So yep, happy belated birthdayy manzxz!

Forever
Rachel

/As long as you love me.

Listen. It conveys a fraction of all the conflicting emotions coursing through me.
And while you sit there and smile because you've won, I am sitting here, working my butts off and trying my best to see behind my pile of work.
I feel all banged and tireddd..
And having a not-even-near-half-done math report that's due tomorrow isn't helping either.

I know, so I ought to be doing my stupid report and not be blogging.
But heyy, I've done a good job at keeping away from the computer for the past...
Longest days for months.

So yeah, having my stagnant report staring back at me,
It makes me feel so bloody annoyed.
Listening to Don't Forget The Lyrics on the tv is so distracting, and somewhat in a way, dampening my mood..

And. Know what.
FAG. That's what.
I totally spent my past few days doing math SAIL task but doing the wrong part.
Doing the parts that is not necessary for the freakkin SAIL.
CHANTEL BAYYYY, KILL ME RIGHT NOW ._.

Tags;
Flo; hahah, that's my sec 1 orientation class junior. Lol. And yep, Fed's sooo fedex-ish classy :) hah, ok im crapping ._.
Nicole; Wahlaoo, slap you lahhh! I totally love that skort luh! It's like freakkin $50+ and they didn't have my size. So I didn't buy it the other day. I bought another purple one.
Shaun; Rofl. *shrugs*
Sharon; hahahha. WHATT you loser. Didn't you like, tag a million times on her blog about it. rofl!.
Damian; Ahh I see. Rofl. It's ok. I thought you were just away studying still.
Nat; haha yeah.
Flo; HAHAHHA YEAH OMG I KNOW! VERDASCO IS SOOO SEXY!
Passerby; haha, thanks.

"Posh & Italian :)"

rae.

/Just a little bit not over.

Apparently, my pile of work went down a little and went up a mile in school today ._.
I am soooo dead.
Arghhh.
Oh well :/

Hmm yeah anywayy, someone's getting famous in sec 3 council ;)
Right shaunnnn? (nudge nudge)
Hahhaha. Well, not my fault :)

Well anywayyyy, I think I like, sprained my wrist or something D:
It hurts when I use my right hand to carry stuff.
You know I can't even carry like a Math textbook with my right hand.
Because my wrist will hurt :/

Hahhaha oh oh oh!
I'm actually sitting beside Gen in class for our new class sitting arrangement!
How cool is that!
Hahah, and Chantel is sitting right in front of meeee!
Totally cool man!
And Cheryl behind me :D
Awesome right?!
It's like drawing lots and I got people who I wanted to sit close to!
Hahhh :)


Well yeah then me and Chantel tried to take photos.
But apparently, I turned out weird.
But whatevvvv.

Well, yep I'm gonna go to bed.
Seeyaaa :]

"Cause I'll be waiting if you fall."

rae.

TAGGGGGS :)
Sharon; MUAHAHAH. Yeah I know ;) I bet martha's an shuang-ing. HAHAHA.
Shaun; Ok luhh! Just wasted my time editting my codes. Lol...
Megan; Haha, thanks :] I love those songs too! Anyway, yeah it's ok, do you have a blog?
Wuanting; What's quite impossible? :O
Mok; Hahahha idk! Quite a few people said I look like becky. Lol. But yeah, quite a few said I look like Chantel and quite a few said I look like Rachel L too. Rofl. Hahha, what's the thing thing? -.-
Natasha; Hahah yep I know. Whoever looks like "during training" times anyway... I always look screwed after trainings..
Natasha; Hahha. Oh. I heard about the hug you gave her when she was midway going for physics and she was late already. Rofl.
Nat Ow; Hahhaha. We definitely aren't related. But it's totally cool how we look alike luh! Hahah, well from what others say anyway :)
Denise; Thanks :] Hahah, well you're not the only one who said that. Someone thought we were sisters -.- Lol.
Yichen; Thanks :] Well, I AM better already :)
Denise; Hahah well I didn't know you have one either. Lol.

/Have you ever wondered about that major flaw.



& So I woke up today with my tongue still hurting.
But then as I was brushing my teeth, I felt the pain getting lesser.
Then the thing suddenly felt like it lost suction or smth.
Then suddenly, this thing dropped out.
I spit it out and it looks like some weird white thingy.
Ewwy. But then, the place under my toungue doesn't hurt anymore. Hah?
My sis said it's a maggot -.-
Yeahright.

Haha, so what'd ya knoww, VERDASCO is a pretty awesome player afterall!
Hahh. Who knew where he popped out from.
But heckk, his match with NADAL was totally stunning.
Try playing against Nadal for 5h straight.
I'd die not even halfway there. Lol.
Well yeah, it's probably the epitome semi-final match I watched. Everr :]

But I watched a consecutive of 2 matches.
Which is 5h + 4h.

Hahhh, and well, I can top that off by discovering that:
"Sitting down and watching 9h of tennis will give you major butt aches."

But still, Federer and Nadal's match is like a can't be missed match.
Especially since it's like the finals of Australian Open.

Arghh, I'm gonna have a fascinating time bonding with my pile of work.
Which, FYI, is like 4 homeowork + 3 tests + 1 graded assignment + 2 projects + 1 council stuff + 1 report.
Awesome.

"That's part of what mkes me, me."

rae.