/So you dont have to.

Ok apparently, I'm starting to enter into the emo world D:
I was like melancholy today.
Real rad.
Ok, am I not always melancholy -.-
My juniors were totally asking why I'm so moody today.
IDKK LAHH D:
Just feel super super super sian diao and tired..

Anyway I keep thinking Vanessa Tan and Sarah Chew are look-a-likes. Haha...
Oh which reminds me.
AHEM sarah chew...
You suck lah. Why would I go meet him or no reason -.-
Can you not scandalise me...
And like, PLEASE don't think wrong -.-
Suck luh youuuu...

& how awesome.
I've been doing Matrices for like the past 2h+
You know, I'm not gonna deny it,
But I'm really starting to sorta panic for O levels D:
I mean, yeah well.
Anyone would, IF your grades are like mine.
Gosh..
That's why I've suddenly like sorta turned into a muggertoad.
I made a study plan for myself.
Hopefully, I'll keep to that :/

Gahhh, 2k run every morning.
Ok, not really.
Technically, I'm running everyday except monda (including morning jog & PE) :D
Hahah.
Omggg. I'm gonna freak out for nationals D:
Run run run. I need to like focus :/

rae.

TAGS
sarah; haha great. Hmm, I hope I will, SOON.
Wuanting; Haha. Yes, major Dilemmia D: & hmm, you know, for some weird reason, I actually think you can help. Goshh. I'll tell you soooon.
Wuanting; Haha. Quite a few people said that. Just wanna try something new(:
Damian; Okayy awesome (: great!
Mok; hellooo (:
I SAY; Okayy, solved I think?
Jtwong; why don't I see that problem? :O But yeah, should be fine now?
Wuanting; YAHHH. You wait -.- You sure die. NEXT TIME.
Nisha; Hello NISHAOWENS :D Hahah, owens outinggg! Can't wait babeh!
Wuanting; Right right... A friend who likes and a friend who looks like is totally different k! -.-
Sarah C.; Hello (:

/Piece them together;
depict.

You know, I think it's more than just being weird.
I don't know what's going on. I don't know what's going on in my head.
What the heck was I thinking man!
Arghh goshhh.

You know what, I don't know what's anyone thinking.
Maybe I was right.
Then again, maybe I wasn't.

I'm seriously stuck.
I need to figure things out.
& can't unless someone helps me.
But, I think there's only that one person who can help.

I'm, what do you call it - afraid?
No not really.
Mannn, I'm not gonna deny that you're a good mollifier.
You have no idea.
Heck, what's the word to describe how I'm feelinggg.
Exacerbate?
Abnormal, but yes I think a little.
Reticent.
Totally. Yes, that's the word..

Arghh godd I'm just stuck.

Damn, I'm majorly stuck.
I'm totally being way stupid.
Arghhh, I can't think straighhht D:
Mann, you have nooooo idea!
Oh, and you wouldn't ever believe me if I told you who's causing this.
No harm done if you don't know.
Daffy isn't it.

Geez, am I suppose to be a little more confident and trust my instincts?
Darnn, I seriously can't figure out what is the thing that I'm suppose to get.
I hope you get the message.
But then again, I hope you don't.

rae.

/But watching stars,
for the best.

Gahh, woke up late today ):
At least there was aircon. So it wasn't that bad.
No migraine (:
Hehh. So apparently, I only did 3 things today.
1. eat.
2. sms.
3. DO HOMEWORK.

UNTIL NOW. omg..
I wanna die already cannn D:
So far, I have only managed to finish some...

Anddd, hardcore dance class later..
7.30pm to 9.30pm
So I totally have to finish doing it before I go out. D:

To do list
1. Physics Worksheet (velocity-time graph)
2. Math Matrice Worksheet.
3. Geography notes
4. Comprehension Book (page 102 - 104)
5. Print Physics notes

rae.

/That's the only.

Yesterday was a hot hot night.
Earth Hour, totally coool.
Had it at jt's house.
We turned off the lights in the whole house, except the one in the living area.
Because the adults were playing mahjong -.-
So, me and jt took that time to do our work.
Hmm, since I went to library with Jam and Daph before that, I manged to finish writing all my geography notes yesterday (:
Haha, oh yeahh and met Des on the bus yesterday too.
Hmm yeah, sooooo... Nothing much yesterday.

Went to jt's house, like I said.
Celebrated tung's birthday (:
Haha, happy fourth birthday (:
Heh.
Blah, I think I ate like, ALOT yesterday.
Felt really uhh full or something the whole of yesterday ):
Sheesh, I'm totally gonna get fat -.-

Hah, and like watched these videos with jt.
HAHAHHA, damn freakkin funny!
Totally laughed my ass off. Lol lol.

Haha, so yeah, reached home at like about 1.45am.
Slept in aircon.
It was really really really hot.

rae.

/Over the edge and just breathless.

No training tomorrow.
Somehow I'm pretty sad about that. WOW much?
Ok, soooo... Studying at amk library with Jamie and Daphne tomorrow instead.
Thennn jt's house tomorrow ♥
I need to start mugging and stop using computer.
O.M.G.

& today. was. the. suckiest. day. EVER.
I can seriously go kill myself already.

rae.

/A little of both,

Haha, I should say today's a pretty happy day?
Went to support the Mid-d's for their cross country.
C div came in 1st, B div came in 5th.
It's ok! GOOD JOB GUYS (:
YOU DID GREAT KAY!
Don't cry yeah? (:

Ok so yeahhh, met Des and Zun (:
Haha, talked kinda long I guess?
Hmm didn't see zf though, too bad...

Oh, and apparently, there were alot of "paparazzis" -.-
Goshh...

Ok then like, JiaEn was totally hilarious on the bus luh.

Hah, and ok, I'm just gonna say, ALOT of things happened today.
I don't think my heart can take any more surprises -.-

Oh, and how great, almost 50 smses today.
My bill is skyrocketing babehh.
So so awesome right ._.

rae.

/I'll get it high.

You know what, chantel?
I need to unscandalise myself.
SERIOUSLY.
Like, before I get into any deep shit :/

Goshh, and wuanting, you're still gonna die when I see you (glaressss -.-)

& tomorrow, going down to bedok to support the mid-d (:
Hehh, can't wait for tomorrow.
Hahahha, right right? (:

rae.

/This road stretching far out.

Day 1.

PSC. Totally. Rocked (:

Hahh, Our group was awesome.
I'm still angry with ET for jinxing me, dammit -.-

Owens Facil: Zun & Nandita
Owens Members: Rachel, Sabrina, Nisha, Grace, Eva, Nick, Jacky, (edwin, nat)




Ok so, the convention started out with icebreaker games.
I'm in the group, Owens :)
ROCKKK!




So then, we had talks and all.
Pretty good you know.
Useful, and like, I think it's good knowledge.

Thenn, after that we started the orientation.
It was super super super super fun (:
I love love love love love it man :D
THANKS EXCOs and FACILS FOR EVERYTHING!

Hehh, so we had the first game, which is the swimming in the field game.
Transporting as much water as possible from 1 pail to the other, without using hands. Lol.
So guys, took out their shirt.
Girls, used socks. Lol.
And the front of our shirt. Rofl.

Thenn, played another game where we have 4 task.


1. Shampoo our hair and take a picture


2. Advertise milk. (we did milk moustache)
Didn't really show though. Because we were wet...






3. 5 people were murdered. So we have to spread ketchup on us to seem bloody.


4. A scenario where the guys are gay. So we have to put make up for them.



Then after that we played this game called marathon.
We had to lick the polo sweets off this plate of uhh.
Flour + dye + chocolate syrup + polo sweet -.-
And there was the suction thingy because of the hole in the middle of the sweet..
So I coudn't get it up..



Second part of the game was to get a blindfolded person to find the letters to make the word "peer support".


Third part was that each group was given 2 big tablespoon of peanut butter to finish.
Goshh, the peanut butter was totally gagging me...
And like, luckily I was like uh, the first to eat the thing..
Because everyone was LICKING the spoon.
INCLUDING guys -.-

(pic)
Then next game, we played silent captain's ball in the hallll (:
Hehh, super fun!
No one was allowed to talk, or make any noise. lol.
If you do, you'll be out of the game for a minute.

(pic)
After that





Then after that we all gathered, and we had this debrief.
Took photos with the candle PSC thing.



Then went back to auditorium after that.
Took some photos.
Had some talks and stuff.
Then did some discussion.


Took bus back with Lizzy, Yuenping and Mok after that.

Day 2.
Went for training in the morning.
Left early for PSC.
I was already damn tired and sweaty...
Left at 9.45am, and guess what...
I reached at freakkin 11.30am.
Because I had to alight the first 76 at amk hub to top up my ezlink card.
Then the second 76 took like a gazillion years to get to vs, which is the last of the last stop -.-
It was 50 odd stops from st nic to vs. WOW...
And the second 76 was majorly crawling...


Reached there, did some discussion with sn.
Missed a lot of stuff in the morning ):
Haha, zun had this volleyball friendly with another school too.
So like, he came late.
Then changed out of my sweaty pe shirt to my water games shirt (:
Hehhh, HOT PINKKK! ♥
So coincidentally all the girls were wearing red/pink that day (:
But yeah, this Theophileus guy never turned up.
And edwin + nat were MIA too.
So we only had 7 people. 5 girls 2 boys. Lol.

After that, we played this super super fun waterbomb game (:
After that, we still had alot of extra water bombs left.
So we had a mass water bomb fight. Lol.
We were like bombing the facils and ok, and EVERYONE else.
It was seriously very very very very fun.


Took a group photo after that.
Hahah. I got drenched inside out.
The shirt was totally sticking to my skin after that. Lol.



And after we finished clearing up the plastic bags, zun came back from friendly match. lol.
SADDD.
Then we had to sit down and close our eyes and do this survey thingy where they asked questions.
After that, when they said FINALE!, then turned on the hose and "showered" us. Lol.
Then a pail of water came over us. Lol.

Haaaa, then we had this plot to hug zun since he was so dry and we're all so wet.
Hahhaah.


So we shouted ZUN! Then ran towards him and surrounded him.
Thenn, Nick threw a pail of water him. Lol.


After that, we went for lunch in our wet clothes. Lol -.-

After that, changed into our new PSC shirts + uniform (:
Thenn, we had a briefing for From The Inside Out (FTIO).
It's a thing whereby we have to start a campaign and create a platform for others to start Peer supporting and stuff.



Then we started making our notes and messages and board.
Our location was parkway parade.
So we left and took bus there.




Started out campaigne (:
It was super super fun.
& I would say, the people weren't as unfriendly or cold as I thought they'd be (:
A lot of them were quite interested and warm to us in fact (:
They were supposed to write a short note about LOVEEE and either give it to their love ones, or stick it on jacky :D
And Jacky was totally stuck full of notes (:



But after a while, we got chased away from the region around parkway.
Because it was an owned land, so we were supposed to have got approval from the management before doing any campaign and all.
Yeah well, the security guard was really nice about it though (:
He even apologised to us.
Luckily, we were almost finished with our notes already.
So we ended up taking photos instead. Lol.

Thenn, we went for dinner after that.
Let's just say, I take eons to eat.
& Zun said I looked like I was forcing myself to eat.
Which, technically, I was. Lol.
We had like, VERY little time to eat. That's why.. :/
Then we were veh veh late already ._.
But SOMEONE still wanted to but bubbletea. Lol.
Ok, alot of them in fact. Lol..
And like, so we ended up like 10 or 15min late when re reached canteen again.



After that, we did this reflection for FTIO.
It was awesomeeee (:




After that we went back to the auditorium.
We had this concert after that, whereby everyone has to put up a skit.
Ours somewhat didn't come out as expected.
Because there was a last minute switch from Script 1 to Script 2.
So it was unrehearsed ._.
Then other groups did theirs.
Then the Facils did 1 too (:
Hahah. Cuteee.

This whole thing was supposed to end at like 9.30pm.
But it dragged past 10.30pm.
Haha, I don't mind though (:
After that, Owens went to canteen to exchange letters and all.
Ok, only Zun + Nan's one, and Sabrina's one.
I didn't write any ):
SORRYYYY GUYS!
Anyway, thanks zun, for the tolberones (:

Then, hahahhh, stopped benjamin from leaving without me. Hahah.
So yeah, I ended up taking bus with Benjamin, Jacky and Jun Rong.
Only "got to know" Jun rong on the bus. Lol.
Turned out that the world is freakkin small.
He knew this friend I know. Lol.
And like, we both play tennis, and both alighted at the same stop -.-

Reached home at like blardy 11.45pm.
Showered and slept soon after that.
I was really really tired already.

PSC was awesome funnn.
I love everyone there!
I miss PSC.
Owen's outing soon. Promise (:
LET'S GO OWENS! It's not a label, it' a promise ♥

Rachel Owens Wong.

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/As her words seep in.

Hahh, so yesterday, I went to yanyi's house to play tennis with her and nerissa (:
Hahah.
I almost didnt go...
Because it started raining damn heavily, and I got stranded at the bus stop -.-
So after the rain became a drizzle, I crossed the road and took the bus to yanyi's house.


Thenn, we waited for the rain to stop.
Played around for a while.














Then went down to play tennis.
WTH. It was super super super hot after that.
And like, I got tanner. Lol...


After tennis, we were all super hot.
We wanted to like, swim, but we didn't have our swimsuits.
Hahha, then I suggested to remove our shoes and waddle around the shallow pool. HAHAH.





























Played around there, super cooling (:
& we camwhored like mad. Rofl.




Haha, after that, we went back upstairs, anddd washed up a little.
Then I went home. Haha.

Super tired...
So I fell asleep after lunch, and was late for dance class, for 10min ._.
& felt so drained out during tuition after that.

Today,
Training.
Supaa dupaa dupaa hot..
Joni and jamie are at my house (:
Clara couldn't make it ):
Blahh, I'm supposed to be doing homework.
Sooo, bye :/

rae.

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