/Suddenly I see.
Suddenly I see, this is what I wanna be.
Suddenly I see why the hell it means so much to me.
But there she is, screwing me.
Maybe she should start shutting her huge mouth.
I'm drowning in the sea of doubts.
My past is haunting me again.
I mean it.
And this time, another thing adds on.
I can't stop dwelling over it.
& I thought I was almost over it.
But you just had to ruin everything.
Now it's all coming back to me.
Did she have to screw me.
& Did you have to remind me...
It's feeling more and more like how the rest were.
How I'm trying to break free and leave it all behind, as it lingers behind, catching up with me.
How I know those were mistakes.
Mistakes that I can never ever change.
Mistakes that are facts. That are imprinted for life.
& now, this is another thing adding on to it.
Another regretted mistake that can never be undone.
"gone through the back, through the past."rae.