/If today was a fairytale.
(I wouldn't still be in misery)

Sighh, I'm not exactly looking forward to tomorrow.
Neither am I looking forward to tomorrow's long jump ._.

Where the hell is my motivation!
ARGHHH.
I have totally no motivation at all nowadays.
In jumps, in studies, in whatever.

I guess I have to set aside the rest and just concentrate.
(But then again, how should I do that?)

Apparently, weird enough, I was actually acting like my usual self of how I was back in sec 1/2 today.
Weird, cause I'm no longer like that ):
I don't know why, but I prefer being anti-social nowadays.
Or maybe I'm just too tired to show any emotions/join in any convos ):

TO-DO-LIST
1. Katrina Summary
2. Study for Binomial and geogmetrical proof test
3. Social studies mind-map
4. Biology worksheet
5. Physics worksheet 4 & 5
6. Chemistry; All MCQ of worksheet
7. STUDY FOR GEOGRAPHY TEST (wednesday)

-Why'd you run away? Run away, with all my secrets.

rae.

/Break the one inside.

Are you taking my breath away?
Or are you suffocating me?

Honestly, I think me and socializing don't go together.
I really think I'm better off being anti-social.

rae.

/This silence isn't too bad;
(until I look at my hand and feel sad)

Hah, dead much?
I no longer have the time/interest/energy to blog.
My blog is so friggin dead.

Yeah well anyways, screw.
I mean like, everything.
Why?
Read this

This week's schedule:
Monday - School till 2.20pm
Training from 3.45pm to 6.45pm
Tuition from 7.30pm to 9.15pm

Tuesday - School till 2.50pm
Council meeting @ 3pm ; Dental appointment
Dance class from 5.30pm to 6.45pm
Tuition from 7.30pm to 9.45pm

Wednesday - School + Math extended till 3.40pm
Training from 3.45pm to 6.45pm
Chingay practice from 7pm to 10pm
(HOORAY, I EXERCISE FOR 6H STRAIGHT TODAY. no wonder I'm dying)

Thursday - School + Math extended till 3.40pm
Tuition from 7.45pm to 10pm

Friday - School till 2.20pm
Training from 3.45pm to 6.45pm

Saturday (the best..) - Tuition from 10.45pm to 1pm
Long jump competition. (to reach @ 2pm; start @4pm)
Chingay media preview (reach @ 1.30pm for make-up/hair preparation ;
rush there and MUST reach by 5.30pm) [actual thing starts at 7pm,
ends at 10pm]

Sunday - HOMEWORK ; HOMEWORK ; HOMEWORK ; HOMEWORK
Die
Sleep and never wake up.

Yes. I know my life is awesome.
This is worse than a president's agenda, no?
Sighhh -____-
I am LOVING my fan-freakkin-tastic life -.-

Great. Now I need to go shower because I just came back from chingay practice.
I went straight from training.
I am: sweaty/sticky/stinky/tired/drowning/dying/breaking down (or at least I am about to)
Sigh.
Who wanna be me for a change?

And well, I don't get it.
Whatever happened in between?
I tried to understand, but I can't.
Maybe, when I'm a little less tired, someday, I'll figure it out.
But right now, I'm too tired to think.
Whatever happened to our secrets?
Tschh, I'm gonna shower now.

rae.