Honestly, it's definitely true that I wasn't thinking straight. So it's actually my fault that all these happened, and that she got scolded too for it.
Sighhh, bad thing about all of it is that, I always seem like the crazy/stupid/insane/bratty/spoilt/inconsiderate/rebellious one. And then I'll get a major lecture/scolding/lashing for that.
Good thing, however, is that the scolding kinda keeps me out of trouble which I didn't really see it coming. And I actually learn before I'll fall and make a total mess.
But I really hate that part about getting her a huge scolding unnecessarily. And then I'll sour their relationship.
God, I think I'm really stupid. Why was I even born?